I walk into the cafeteria...and hear a voice "hey man how ya doing....how was the test...oooh see that girl....." the mind starts functioning the blood starts clogging up in a section of my head...it has started ....I am shaky not knowing an answer which anybody of my age would know...”hey madhu”, a girl takes a peek at my table, “ got the assignment done?” and I give a blank stare all the while telling her to get the hell out of there. I am suffering in here ...contradictions...fighting agai...